My darling Lillianne , there is not a single minute of the day that I do not think of you . There are no words in the world that can describe the level of pain and sorrow I feel for the fact you are not here with me. Sometimes the world is a cruel cruel place and you should never have been taken away from me the way you were. I will see you again my darling so until then I will do all I can to stay strong for you. deepest unconditional love . Mummy xxxx